When Pst How said that we would enter adulthood even before we know it, I was like “yes Pst”. I knew it was going to come soon, but i really never expected it to be so soon. We had a great CG last night, Fifi was sharing the stage our CG is in in the Roadmap. And the revelation that she got from God was that it’ll be a year of us fulfilling our decisions we made to God when we were young Christians.
Tried as I might, perhaps I was tired, I didn’t really much of the decisions I made. There and then, I knew it was because I’d never dared to make too many decisions for fear of myself not being able to fulfill it. If there were any to be made, it was always according to the advices that I sought out from friends and family members. But the crunch is here. And there are so many decisions to make. I was just watching the HK serial where this barrister has an illness of the inability to make decisions. And he uses the traffic light to help him. If only it was that easy. But we all know.. decisions comes with consequences and we alone must pay for it. walk through it.
Culture is being in the crowd.Conviction is when I stand alone.
Coming back to the place of knowing He alone is God, and growing to stand strong in convictions.
I skipped class today. Esmonde is right. I feel so good. Had such a good sleep.. talked to my mum and ate the pasta she cooked.Blogged. Going to read the bible abit and go out for visitation. I miss grace!! Hahas.. I’ll take a picture of her soon and post it up. (:
I’ll be patient and wait.
On another thought.. was reading Toad’s note. I can’t wait for the day when i’m married with kids, and my neighbours are all my cousins! My kids will have so much fun playing with their cousins! Childhood was so sweet.. frog-catching, badminton, catching, swimming and fighting, cycling, bird-watching.. all in the good oh toh kampung in telok kurau. Telok kurau was so fun so cool because ahmah was there. Hahas pictures of her. I miss her!! But its okay.. i’ll see her when i go back to God’s house. Hahas.. thats why I always insist on the very little Peranakan blood in me. Cos i’m so proud of her.. and her buah keluat! It’s the best in town. And I don’t ever want to forget her. Hahas.. she’s a cool rocking nyonya. Cooler than Jeanette Aw and Joanne Peh. Hahahas.
